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Come back and make up a goodbye at least... let's pretend we had one [Nov. 28th, 2005|12:13 am]
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[Current Mood |okayokay]
[Current Music |Trisha Yearwood - For Only You]

Well okay the first two weeks of my clinical have come and gone. I figure it's gotta be the worst of it ya know. The first couple of days were pretty rough on me though. The PT questioned me a lot... just random questions, "what would you do for this type of patient ... what exercises could you have this person do?" It really kept me on my ball, and while I wasn't expecting it, I feel it helped me. I always had ideas though which made me feel good... at least I learned something in school ya know. And some things were new to her because I mean she hasn't been in school for like at least 15 years, but she always gave me some new ideas too... which are actually older techniques, but they still work regardless. My clinical is at a nursing home so this is definitely a different experience for me. I go and get patients mostly right after they have their breakfast so Diane the girl I work with there and I go roam around for people finishing up in the dining room and then we bring them down in their wheelchairs for physical therapy. And basically we walk them as far as they can go a couple of times and have them do excercises... it's specific for each patient. Well anyways, it's pretty fun, and I'm enjoying it now, but it's very exhausting because I don't get home and into bed until 5pm, and then I have to be up by 11pm to get ready for work so that's only 6 hours of sleep... all week long. But I keep busy there ya know, pretty much until it's time for me to leave so I don't get too tired until the end of the day when I'm doing paper work which kind of makes the drive home difficult.

But anyways, so Thursday I went home and got like 3 hours of sleep before Bob and I went to my dad's for thanksgiving, that was fun, then we went home and I pretty much was passed out by 9... I almost made it to the end of CSI but I just couldn't. Woke up Friday at like 9 and seriously Bob and I did nothing all day pretty much. Like honestly, I can't think of one productive thing we did... well we cleaned a little, and I made cookies to bring to my grandma's. We met Jimmy and his brother Mikey at TGI Fridays, but Gina wasn't working so that pretty much sucked... our waitress was so awful... well compared to Gina anyways. Then the four of us went to best buy for awhile and then we decided to go bowling where Rick, Pat, Mike and Holli met up with us later (all individually, not as a group). I pretty much rocked the first game with a 141, and then I don't know what happened on the second game but the 3rd game I was kicking ass and then of course we ran out of time... well it's hard to bowl with 6 people and try to get 3 games done in two hours, but it only costed us all $10 each which included shoes so that was a good deal I thought. Afterwards, Holli, Mike and Pat came over and we watched the Hulk, I don't know what other stupid movie Holli watched because I don't remember watching anything besides that. But yeah, I passed out on the floor for a bit before going to bed, well I wasn't asleep that long because I don't sleep well on the floor so yeah, and I saw that Mike was sleeping on the couch and that it was 4am so I went upstairs to crash since Bob and I had to be up fairly early to go to my grandma's for thanksgiving there. That was really fun. Everyone raved over my cookies, it's a new recipe... I sort of made it up... well I took things from different recipes and thought they would turn out good and they were awesome. So I'm definitely making those again. Bob and I left my grandma's and went to Rick's house and Mindy and Jimmy were there, that was fun. LOL, laptop party! Mindy and I went to wal mart to get a couple of things and we bought the boys little gifts, we bought them each a dollar DVD, juicy fruit, an energy drink, and ring pops. Ha ha, we were watching figure it out and I totally forgot about that show! I haven't seen that show in like 8 years probably I don't know... I don't know what year that show aired. Ha ha! Lori Beth! Yeah okay and then Sunday, nothing, watched football, did some laundrey and that's basically it. Go Vikings! whoo hoo! Okay I'm done now, I have nothing else to say.
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I would like to extend to you an invitation to the pants party. [Nov. 21st, 2005|03:03 am]
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[Current Mood |okayokay]
[Current Music |Kelly Clarkson - Beautiful Disaster]

Well I haven't updated in awhile and Holli said she is sick of seeing the same posts everytime she logs in so I thought what the hell.

Friday night was an all girls night ... really fun! I'm glad it ended up happening. Me, Bob, Josh, Jill, Kenni, Bridget, Mindy and Rick all ended up going to Old Chicago and I drank 3 beers so I got my kick ass compass watch thank goodness. Damn Josh is so far ahead of me. He's like 3 beers away from getting his bottle opener. Also Bob got his watch too, even though he only drank like 2 or 3 beers when he needed 4 to get it but they gave him credit for 4. And Josh only drank one but he also got credit for 3 I think. Anyways, after that, Kenni and I had to go get pineapple juice at cub for blue hawaiis and we seriously are freaks, we couldn't figure out the self pay checkout wow. Amazing. But then we went back to my house for some reason when we were supposed to be going to Jill's I thought, and I made me, Jill, Bridget, Mindy and Kenni blue hawaii's ... I loved them! They tasted exactly the same as the ones I had in hawaii except mine was a little stronger, but so very good. Too bad all my blue coraco is almost gone now though LOL since we were doing shots with it. Next time we'll have to just buy a bottle of something to do shots with. It was fun though, especially when this mexican guy called Mindy and obviously had the wrong number. Jill and I wanted to play quarters, but no one wanted to, oh well. The what if game was really fun though too. Mindy's friends Gina and Sara came over but didn't stay too long. The boys ended up coming over later at like 2 am. Ha ha, Bob was wasted. Kenni and I ended up calling Jimmy while he was at work and left him a voicemail of us singing "afternoon delight" and then later when we drank more we called her fiance Jeremy and sang that to his voicemail too but he thought we were gay. We rock! Well I ended up passing out on the couch after I think just Bridget and Jimmy were the only ones left awake. Sorry Bridget, I bet you wanted to sleep on the couch! And I had a perfectly comfortable bed upstairs with a sexy husband in it for me. But wow, I hadn't slept in like 30 hours LOL.

Saturday I woke up at 1 and basically did nothing until 4 and Bob and I went to eat at Buffalo wild wings, then went home for a little bit I watched Grey's Anatomy until Jimmy came over. I love that show! It like ER kind of but better. Anyways, Jimmy came over and we went to the maple grove theater to buy our Harry Potter tickets early. Then we went to Houlihan's where Rick met us to have dinner, then the 4 of us went to see the movie and that movie kicked so much ass! I really really liked it. Now I'm really waiting for the 5th one though. Well I'm not gonna say anything else because I know some people that read this still are going to go see it. But yeah.

Went grocery shopping on Sunday, that's always fun considering the place is always packed on Sundays. Vikings play green bay tonight so there was no football on that I really wanted to watch so it was basically a boring day. The two teams Bob loves were on though so that was good for him.

"Listen, not a year goes by, not a year, that I don't hear about some escalator accident involving some bastard kid which could have easily been avoided had some parent... I don't care which one, but some parent conditioned him to fear and respect that escalator"
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I have to believe that my actions still have meaning, even if I can't remember them [Nov. 7th, 2005|06:57 am]
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[Current Music |nothing...]

I don't know how long Jimmy has been back on days now but I feel like it's been a year at least. And every morning for the last year he walks in and we always just have random quotes to say to each other and it's hilarious. It perks me up for the rest of the morning. It's fun because no one seems to have any clue what we're talking about except us. And as I sit back here at the dock this morning... it just sucks. Ya know, it's just not fun. No one is any fun around here. Maryann can be, but wow she's in a mood this morning... not towards me or anything, just in general... a case of the mondays or something. I'm kidding, I would never say that about anyone. You should get your ass kicked for saying something like that.

Well that's all I wanted to say. I'll write about the weekend later, but I need to study now so I best get to it.
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you'll say you'd never give up seeing eye to eye, but never is a promise and you can't afford to lie [Nov. 1st, 2005|12:26 am]
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[Current Mood |sadsad]
[Current Music |Simon - Lifehouse]

About Al... I also have a few things to say. I have worked with him and seen him like every morning for the past 4 years and even more when I worked days. The first day I was here, there was a tornado drill and he helped me so much! I had no clue what was going on. And ever since then I've known that I could count on him. And he has done nothing but help me whenever I've needed him. When Harry, the old security manager left. I was basically left to the wolves taking care of everything, when Dave was supposed to help and take over. No it was Al... Al and I worked together to make everything work... until our new security manager Jason came along. And I'd say it was at least 3 or 4 months before he came. Al went above and beyond his job for me. For us as security. And I did thank him for that. And he always gave me a hug at the holiday parties. I don't know, I will just miss him a lot. I always have something to tell him (about an alarm or a leak in the roof or whatever) in the morning, because he's usually the first one from maintenance here and I tell him because I know he will take care of the situation. I wish I could've been here, not that I could've done anything either. I'm also a first responder and I know that with this type of situation there's not much someone like me could do. But everyone always wishes they could've done something, but we can't. Some things are just meant to happen I guess. It was just so sudden. He ate healthy for the most part... he was just an active guy... pretty fit. He didn't have some huge gut or anything and didn't smoke. Why Al I guess... it was his time. I don't know. All I know is that Bob came home and told me, "Al Miller died today." and my words... I don't even know what I said. I just couldn't believe it. I really will miss him. He isn't much older than my dad. My dad just looks young. I worry about him sometimes I guess just because anything can happen.
And I really just feel for Mindy right now. With her mom and everything, I'm just so sorry. I wish there was something I could do for her. I just feel so helpless... to everything
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If you could ever really touch me, I might wake up from all this [Oct. 18th, 2005|01:14 am]
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[Current Mood |okayokay]
[Current Music |Under My Umbrella - Incubus]

Wow, weekend from hell is over. And now I'm back at work, working my normal hours. I've never been so thrilled to only work 12-8 before. Kendra and I worked Friday, Saturday and Sunday 6pm-6am, and it wasn't bad... it wasn't hard, it was just long. That was the hardest thing I think... time just wouldn't pass. The first two nights we walked around A LOT. Our last night all we did was sit there. I'm just really glad we got to work together though, I don't know how I made it by myself the last congress. And I'm happy to say that this is my last congress. Yes, very happy about that.

I really missed everyone this weekend. Last week was really hard on me and I really wanted to get out. I had two very hard tests and studying for them really wore me out. I cut my sleep in half some nights just to get up and study. One of the tests over 45 pages of notes. Ridiculous, but what can you do? I got to go out thursday night though. Holli, Kenni and I went to see Just Like Heaven at the MOA and then Holli and I went to some bar in Bethel ... $2 beers... really fun! Except for this skank girl I made friends with that ended up slapping and punching this guy for a really stupid reason. Yeah, I'll remind myself not to do that again. But I stayed away from her the rest of the night. Basically I went to school hung over the next day which I was kind of proud of... no one in my class would ever expect that from me for some reason, probably because all I do during the week is go to school, work and sleep so no time for drinky. But yeah, I didn't even take a shower and I just smelled like a brewery ... a brewery and a cigarette carton. Yum. My poor lab partner. Two other people in my class were hung over though so I didn't feel too bad. And actually I didn't really smell, the only thing that probably had the brewery odor and smoke was my hair. But yeah anyways. Today I crashed for 8 hours after kenni and I were done. That felt good, I probably would've slept longer but when I woke up at 4:30 I was just starving. And I was going to eat chinese from the mandarin down the street but they are closed on Mondays! What's up with that? Seriously. I picked out everything to order. I was going to get orange beef, chicken chow mein, won tons and pork fried rice. I was just craving it so bad. I wanted to cry when their message told me they were closed. So Jill and I went to Houlihan's and I had a burger and a beer. Yum. Yeah, that's all I really have to say right now. I have a nice short week at school so thursday and friday are going to be nice easy days. I hope to hang out with everyone this weekend. Have a great week!
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I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery [Oct. 12th, 2005|01:22 am]
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[Current Mood |numbnumb]
[Current Music |Because of You - Kelly Clarkson]

So I guess it's wednesday. Weeks seem long so I don't even really care what day of the week it is. Wednesday is just as hard as Monday to me. This entry isn't going to sound like me at all, just so you all know. It's just that I haven't been myself lately. I just am so depressed during the week and I don't really know why. And I just can't seem to get things together at school. On the last 3 tests I've gotten C's except for my skills test which I got a B on, but it just seems I've lost my focus. It's not that I'm not getting the information, I'm just not all there... or here I should say. I have been studying though, I wish I could blame it on that... that'd be easier I think. I can't really explain it... it's like I don't care, and that's just not me at all.

A couple of weeks ago I thought I was pregant. I was 11 days late. That's a big deal I think. I'm always always on time and I never miss one. And everyday that my period didn't come, was one more day I was more convinced I was pregant. Honestly, I thought I was pregant and I thought ya know it's not the most convenient time, but when will it be? Will there ever be a convenient time for me to have a baby? If everyone had babies when it was convenient for them and never made any mistakes, a lot of us wouldn't be here, I know I wouldn't be. I thought I was pregant and I accepted it. I thought about the changes I would need to make. With our townhouse ya know, We would have to get rid of everything in the spare bedroom for the baby and where would we put the computer, would there be any room, where would Bob's mom stay when she comes. I thought about not being able to drink or really go out and party for 9 months. I thought about how free my weekends are, Bob and I just do whatever we want. Ya know, we all go out to eat and then hang out somewhere or go bowling or to a movie. I thought about how I love those nights with everyone and how it's just nice to hang out with friends and relax and not have to worry about work and school and responsibilities that the weekdays bring. I thought about how I would miss those because we'd have to plan it out in order to make it happen, ya know we'd need a sitter. I thought about everything. I thought about how there hasn't been a baby in my family since Holli's niece Josie who is now 7 or 8. I thought about how fun it would be to bring a baby to the family and how much that baby would be loved. I thought about who the Godparents would be, Sarah and Tim for sure. I thought about giving up everything for that baby... because that's how much the baby would mean to me and that's what it would've deserved. I never once thought, 'I don't want a baby.' Not once. I would never think that. And I'm not pregnant, I found that out after 11 days of all these thoughts going through my mind. And I know it's just not meant to be yet ya know. I know that. But I just couldn't/can't help but feel a little ... disappointed.

So now what I need to do is just pull myself out of this funk that I've been in the last couple of weeks. Everything is going to be fine I know, I've been through worse and lord knows I have felt much worse than this before and I just need to snap out of it.
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if you can't spot the sucker in the first half hour at the table, then you are the sucker [Sep. 22nd, 2005|03:00 am]
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x) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) Boondock Saints
(x) The Mexican
(x) Fight Club
(x) Starsky and Hutch
(x) The Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
(x) Garden State
(x) The Princess Bride
(x) Young Frankenstien
(x) AnchorMan
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Saw
( ) White noise
( ) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
Total here: 16 My Total: 12

(x) 50 First Dates
( ) Jason X
(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Wedding
(x) Harry Potter
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Resident Evil I
(x) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
(x) Little Black Book
Total here: 18 My Total: 17

(x) The Village
(x) Donnie Darko
(x) Lilo & Stitch
(x) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
( ) 13 Ghosts
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
(x) 13 Going On 30
(x) I Robot
(x) Dodgeball
( ) Universal Soldier
( ) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(x) Along Came A Spider
( ) Deep Impact
Total here: 18 My Total: 11

(x) KingPin
(x) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
(x) Eight Crazy Nights
(x) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumb & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
(x) Halloween
(x) The Ring
(x) The Ring 2
(x) Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
(x) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards
(x) The Whole Ten Yards
(x) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
(x) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
( ) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
(x) Bad Boys
(x) Bad Boys 2
(x) Joy Ride
(x) Se7en
(x) Ocean's Eleven
(x) Ocean's Twelve
(x) Identity
Total here: 41 My Total: 33

( ) Lone Star
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
(x) Independence day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
(x) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss' Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
(x) Frailty
( ) Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
(x) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
() Mars Attacks
Total here: 19 My Total: 8

(x) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) X-Men 1
(x) X-Men 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Others
(x) Freaky Friday
( ) Ring of Fire
( ) The Hot Chick
( ) Swimfan
(x) Miracle
(x) Old School
( ) Ray
( ) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
Total here: 17 My Total: 10

(x) The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(x) The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x) The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x) A Walk to Remember
( ) Boogeyman
(x) Hitch
( ) Back Door Sluts 9
( ) Anal Acres 1
(x) Anal Acres 2
( ) B-Cup Divas
(x) The Fifth Element
(x) Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones
(x) Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
(x) Star Wars episode IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars episode VI Return of The Jedi
( ) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
(x) Air Force One
( ) For Richer or Poorer
(x) Trainspotting
( ) The People Under the Stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
(x) The Sound of Music
(x) The Parent Trap
(x) The Burbs
(x) The Terminator
(x) Empire Records
( ) SLC Punk
(x) Meet Joe Black
( ) Wild girls
( ) A Clockwork Orange
( ) The Order
(x) Spider-Man
( ) Spider-Man 2
( ) Amelie
Total here: 37 My Total: 21

(x) Mean Girls
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
( ) The Incredibles
( ) Collateral
(x) The Fast & The Furious
(x) 2 Fast 2 Furious
( ) Sky Captain Of The World Of Tomorrow
( ) Closer
Total here:9 My Total: 5

(x) Titanic
( ) Saved!
(x) Bowling For Columbine
( ) Farenheit 9/11
(x) The Sixth Sense
(x) Artificial intelligence (AI)
( ) Love Actually
( ) Shutter
( ) Ella Enchanted
(x) Princess diaries 1
( ) Princess diaries 2
(x) Constantine
(x) Million Dollar Baby
( ) Envy
( ) Eurotrip
( ) Malibu's Most wanted
(x) Big Daddy
(x) Black Sheep
(x) The Breakfast Club
( ) West Side Story
Total here: 20 My Total: 10

(x) A Christmas Story
(x) Spanglish
(x) Pulp Fiction
( ) Sleepover
( ) The Evil Dead
( ) Killer Klowns From Outer Space
( ) The Seed of chucky
(x) Vanilla Sky
(x) Nightmare Before Christmas
(x) Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
(x) Interview With The Vampire
(x) The Crow
(x) Purple Rain
(x) Reservoir Dogs
(x) Wayne's World
Total here: 15 My Total: 11

(x) Wayne's World 2
( ) 21 Grams
( ) Blow
(x) Edward Scissorhands
(x) Clerks
(x) Beauty and the Beast
( ) Guess who
(x) Monster In-Law
(x) Elf
(x) Stuart Little
(x) Stuart Little 2
(x) Mall Rats
(x) Chasing Amy
(x) Dogma
(x) Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
Total here: 15 My Total: 12

(x) Beetlejuice
( ) The Last Samurai
(x) The Amityville Horror
( ) The Aviator
(x) Romeo + Juliet
( ) Barbershop
( ) Beauty Shop
(x) Legally Blonde
(x) Legally Blonde 2
( ) The Forgotten
(x) Confessions Of A Teenage Drama Queen
( ) The Grudge
Total here: 12 My Total: 6
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There is no justice without sin [Sep. 19th, 2005|06:27 am]
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I had a great weekend... rough week though. School is tiring the hell out of me. I've been irritated with school lately and I guess a lot of it has to do with the things that it's holding me back from. And I don't necessarily mean financially. But things that take time... things that will consume more of my time... time I just don't have right now. And that's fine, ya know, it doesn't have to be this way, I chose to go to school and yeah whatever ya know, I'm okay with it. I can see the practical side of it, but that doesn't mean that these things aren't going to be on my mind though. I'm free to think about and want whatever. My teacher has been irritating me too. Keeping us after... and then she'll say, "if anyone has any questions on the study guide, I'll go over that now." or "just let me go over this again one more time." Or she'll just make these stupid damn announcements at the end and she'll end up going over like 10 or 15 more minutes at least a couple of times a week. That's a lot to me. Sometimes I'm so tired I can barely make it to the end and then she wants to continue when we're supposed to be leaving. Other people get pissed too because some people go right to work from school. Maybe we're just a bunch of sallys, I don't know, but my time is valuable during the week and so is everyone else's and I just think she's really inconsiderate.

That felt good

An old man dies. A young woman lives. A fair trade. I love you, Nancy
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My bumper is not good. I got rear ended in virginia [Aug. 26th, 2005|07:00 am]
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[Current Music |"Can you sign in for me, I forgot my glasses"]

What came first? The music or the misery? People worry about kids playing with guns or watching violent videos that some sort of culture of violence will take them over. Nobody worries about kids listening to thousands, literally thousands, of songs about heartbreak, rejection, pain, misery, and loss. Did I listen to pop music because I was miserable? Or was I miserable because I listened to pop music?

Yeah so school started Monday. I was excited for it and I still am, but it really just all feels the same again. I'm already used to it all again. I got right from work to school everyday now except for Fridays which is kind of hard because I need to pack my lunch for work and school or at least a snack, and then I need to bring clothes and shoes for school and it's just a little nuts when I'm getting ready for work because I need to get all these things ready. And on Mondays and Wednesdays I have to be to school by 8:30 which means I really need to get out of work ontime which is a rare thing... not that I'm that late leaving, but usually I just take my time getting out of work. Anyways, so yeah, what's going on this weekend? I don't know but Bob and I are stopping by my dad's friend's b-day party tonight but I don't want to stay long. And Jill is having a party saturday so we should all go ... that'd be pretty fun. Kenni came in this morning for Greg! What a nice surprise! yeah, so I'm done k. I have to get the hell out of here and go home and go to bed! This place is crazy!
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Everytime I look for you the sun goes down once more [Aug. 24th, 2005|06:16 am]
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Has anyone talked to Jamdown lately? I need to ask him about northern contingency
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